| Monday, 8 September 2008
   without you im so lost-alesana hello all. today was hard. really. firstly, our chemistry(p3) starts today; not a good start at all. secondly, we suddenly just felt extremely thirsty. lastly, tomorrow will definitely suck big time. we did have a little "getaway" time with ais. we randomly chose to walk all the way to elias mall to buy stationeries. had fun browsing around in the shop. tiny things like that really does brighten up our day. then we headed to west plaza and continued our "browsing-craze" in fairprice. spent merely an hour there but didnt buy anything. then bought ourselves "the usual", and went home resisting the temptation of gulping the drink down our "sahara desert" like throats. but like we said, WE ARE STRONG! its hard to understand people sometimes. two-faced people in specific. its their never ending charades that just sparks the nerves. it's rather disturbing when you actually know that she's our friend, well good friend indeed,and we trust her so much. but what did we get in return? well, her back facing us. what happen to complete open face honesty? hey, its time you think about your deeds because we can see that you are two-headed. you know her, she'll do whatever it takes to be with you, friend. to take you away from us.well, maybe that's your weakness. you are too forgiving. we have no rights to tell you off.but, its ironic isnt it that you are so close to her and when your done talking to her, you'll come running back to us saying how disgusted you are with her. ironic? think. nobody's forcing you to go with her. its your choice. we know you want to help her but it just seem that we all feel that we've lost you somehow. friends, prelims and basically my whole life practically goes hay-wire at times. a test from god i guess. i'll accept it. moving along to a happier side of my rather gloomy life, last saturday was just awesome:) i finally met baby after 1 month i guess? i was rather please to get to see him eventhough it only took like less than 10 seconds. nonetheless, i just felt good at that moment in time. so chemistry paper today was just right. i pretty much flunk on question 10 consisting 10 precious marks. well goodbye 10 marks. i did my best though. really.i would still prefer physics though.hawhaw. i miss baby already. 1 week to 2nd month-sary. woooo! i love you-MACY! PROCASTINATION. i've stop that ugly habit already. finally. i think that i did fairly well for the chemistry paper. question 6 was the only question that left me digging in me memory system. because i know i've studied for it but i just cant remember. well, you readers might have experienced it too, right? or am i the only one? anyway, i lust to get out of secondary school. i just want the extra freedom and not have teachers screaming at the back of your neck every time you fail to answer thier questions. other than school, i've been missing this particular someone so much. probably i've said it at an earlier post. yes, i miss zen. its been days since we last contacted. i miss him, his voice, his presence. zen, if you happen to stumble upon this, i miss you so much. i hope to hear from you soon okay boo? dont forget to eat your honeystars:) ilztks-jodie 8:43 pm
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