dear god-avenge sevenfold

hello dear readers :) oh well some of you guys may have watch anugerah band yesterday and yes RANCOUR WON!it was least expected because we supported x-tech.but they seem a little too "safe". romey is fucking hot. no, he's gorgeous.ahh heavenly. so today was another epidome.not much going on.this saturday is our english prelims.like wow.and we unfatefully got ms ng as our examiner.oh good luck. so today had english consultation. 1hr40mins of pure silence is great once in a while. well, our dnt artefact arent doing great right now. this means, STAYBACK for dnt tomorrow.

im fucking pissed yet again.but not because of the same purpose though.i've once felt that hey at last my artefact(dnt) was oh so going well.the downside is that some freaking nigga came meddling with it and there it goes down the freaking drain.i mean its not all that thrashy but it is the main function that is not working .my work was about 65% done and now its 45% done.hell yes im ought to be pissed.i despise dnt.really.i swear.i want to filtrate all my thought of dnt out of my head.besides artefact is 30 marks only.anyway,remeber chico? he recently viewed me in friendster.like woah it's been donkey years since ive heard from him.i thought he vanished.nontheless my sub-concious mind took control of me and started typing down a comment for him.but listen,his second picture the one with nike logo is awesomely HOT!gosh i miss him laa kay.-MACY!

i woke up this morning thinking about what lies ahead of me. i am so caught up with school that i barely have time for myself. the constant activity keeps me away from my thoughts. i need the time to digest everything thats going on around me. but time can't just stop for me right? if only i can pause time and just kick back, relax and let myself be consumed with my thoughts. i feel like other people's thoughts or opinions are much more important. sometimes i do ask myself, when do i ever get to listen to my own opinion? and yet again i'll jump into conclusion that its okay, there is time. i dont want to overlook and think that everything's going to be fine. but sometimes i just have to. if you are reading and find yourself doubtful of what i've just said, its okay. thats what im feeling right now. okay im done with my reflection. ohh yes, i love david and romey:)-jodie

wly! IM SO OVER BEING BLUE