| Thursday, 31 July 2008
  fate fell short this time smile fades in the summer, place your hand in mine, i'll leave when i wanna-blink 182 hello readers that we really and truly love:) today was hell of a time. despite the chaos in school during recess, heats and final was even worse.we were pretty unhappy with some of the events we took part.it really just pisses us of just knowing the fact that we put in so much effort we didnt show our fullest potential. well, we put the blame to ourselves. with all these muscles cramps and lifeless spirit in our souls, studying is not an option.really.had dinner with fadhil, syazni, hafiz, amin, gab, ais and yeen. we found out that guys are so undecisive and it really got to our nerves. bumped into sabri twice this week.anyway, thanks people for deterioating our sense of disappointment into a fresh elated one:) to those who risked their voices just to support us, THANK YOU:) but can scream louder for 4x400m finals? haha. we are so proud of ais for the perfect starting, ending and the run in between. i really had bad feelings about todays heats. when my name was called, my natural reaction was 'im going to be dead'. yet, the girls kept my hopes high.cheering for me all the way eventhough the event have not started. waiting in silence, i said a little prayer. then it was my turn. the gun shot. and i ran like there's no tomorrow. the final 50m and there my legs go.it turned down on me. it was burning and its so weak. i knew i was going to fall. but i kept telling myself i'll be just fine.and that was when i saw seri overtook me. wasted.its all wasted. haha. whatever it is, im doing great currently. thanks to zen's motivation. its so sweet that he was there the whole time to comfort me. anyway, congrats to those who made it to the finals eventhough i dont know who they are just yet. remind me to remind mrs rajan about some english stuff! ok done. im tired, torn and tattered. ilztks:)-jodie KENDRA blew me away!i swear.she once said that she doesnt want to run for 100m but ironically, she was 2nd! and i was 3rd. dearest partner i'm overjoyed and i am really proud of you! see, you need to work on your self-esteem.4x100 was kinda okay.we manage to get forth. what really pisses me off is when late comers get to run.bitch kan this school?like should have come even later and warm up.cause when i came, i changed my shoes and than run. oh well, heats is over. although i may feel a little upset but i still stayed up strong.thanks people for your never ending motivation.it helps me alot.OH TP MEMORIES.i miss AEM 3d modelling and animaions course already.and what made me deterioate deep into my lifeless being was that area reminds me of aidil.idk why but i think it is because of his school which is like a stones throw away.i know im not suppose to feel this way but i cant help it.i miss him dearly.dont get me wrong.i still love hariz wong yun feng more than anything but it's just those days when small little things takes you back in time to remind you that past is where you were from and made you who you are now in the present.hopefully there's no "staying back session"with mrs rajan tomorrow.i want to meet baby!take care-MACY! 8:14 pm
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